Jumping and Screaming is Allowed!

Once, I was in a hotel room. I was jumping high with a song of Swedish House Mafia (they were Swedish, they were living in a house and were getting on well with Mafia) - Don't You Worry Child.
A imaginary Mini Car came and told me not to jump. I stopped.
I learned that day; I was going to be an aunt, twins aunt. Identic twins aunt.
I screamed, I am quite sure some people would afraid of my strong scream. Very strong.
The happiest I was.

Imaginary mini car, said that I have to show my feelingsnin a quiter way. Ladies do not scream as well as they do not jump.
Silence was not a good way to show my happiness.
I did.

Today, I wanted to scream to world that I am the aunt. The perfect creations, the ones I will try to give my best. The little princes.
I did not scream. I cried sliently.
The feeling was perfect.
Nowadays, I can easily scream and jump.
I do not feel to do.
Why not?

Joy FM means Sade to me.